Reveal thine eyes to a path to despair
A quarantine filled faintly
Of a sweet embrace
Embrace a small dazzled mental[lity] of black
Fall inside
Shake and quiver
Swaying body movements
Dancing around the fracture
Slowly decaying
The collectic cliché
I engrave these damned words
Muted them
A blazed the fire
Ambers fall faintly into oblivion
A trickle of a memory
Growing too fast for one’s anticipated pace
To be stuck in the past is a word that follows
Errors corroded into my
Chambers of
Nonsense…
What follows is…
Leaking out onto these plans
A rut in my mind, heart, and soul
Deepening into my cerebellum
To find a comparison it is insignificant
Nonexistent
Dance around the idea
Push them distant
Make it further into infancy
Untitled the wretched
Pull it back in
Grab hold of what you made
So beautiful
A fucking wonderland of intoxications with one’s own self
A fucking intoxication of the unseen
Impossible
Deserted wasteland
Turned their back against mine
Watch it now
All fall down
Watch it now
Unravel the faith
Watch it now
Reveal their lies with
Unexpected
Unconvincing
Illhoping truth
Now lowered, lowered
My patience no longer thrives

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I want
I need
I recoil around my self indulgences
Nothing more nothing less
Take it as you will
A poetic enticement of a sad sap story
Throbbing pain pouring down my spin
Seizures enticing a dance paralyzing anything, everything
I can feel it melt

Enhance the frown
Narcissistically done
Framed on you
Drawn towards you
Keep away from the child
The nuisance never comes

Drowning in it
The sustained vain merriment
Jump in it
It’ll be okay
Long poisonous insanity
Skipping down
Blind ignoramus
Correct mistakes
Make them turn
Balk at them
Upbraided, Up rated, your dishonesty
Upbraided my dishonestly

Gentle angelic soft spoken creature
Screwed up this whole damned entire Amazon
Plummeted to the ground
Blame the next generation
It’s your turn to free fall

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Your skull cracks open
Letting the smut spew out
A boggling sunrise
Risen from the damned
You impale me
Praise the gods you’ve created me
One thousand fucking rpm
Little sharp knifes sticking every inch of me
Keep going right on through me
Explorations of my mind
Find nothing you don’t want to exclude to
Crying so far from the truth
The pen is mightier than the sword
Immaturity is what’s left of me
Can’t fathom anything
Can’t regret what you haven’t had
Mazes through this
Speaking something I can’t see
But I’ll have it
It won’t slip away from me
I’ll envision this
And it’ll all be true
let it fade through
It'll be true
Imagination is a wondrous thing to have

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Realization of the utmost purity
A sanctuary placed in utmost convenience
Regained in ones soul
Eyes unveiled to a presence so bright
Divided by a roadblock
Lifted by six strings
A senseless fight
For your own light
Dimmed by immaturity
Break through and its tragedy will seize


I don't know where to go with this
spirol down
I must (yoda talk...)
look away
sheathe my eyes
I am unwilling to look into the distance
I neglect you
and I replace you
Be gone friendly spirit of my past
I beseech you
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Caste out and real in an oversized shadow
Blanketed
Overused
Overseen
Undertaken
Take away the little pieces
Slowly to reveal
An undercover cop looking for the kill
Immerse yourself
Let it fester in the waters
Let it become reality
This is not you
This is not who I am
Lurking in the shadows
A troll under the bridge waiting for someone to pay the toll
Traveling sunrise over sea
See
A faint smile in the distance
Covered by lost intensions
Overseeing ever mistaking
Blown to mass proportions
Remember me?
Accusations fly
Seeing morbid
The acoustics in this room seem denser then I remember
Out of state
Of mind
Out of your mind
Out of mine
Created mass illusions
You puzzle me
Put the pieces back together
Rearrange them making sure every piece fits
Divulging your discovery
The pieces finally fit